I stopped taping my phone too. It gets in the way of the top bar on my phone. Not worth the effort of covering. As long as I lead an innocent life they have no reason to pin me down.
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Not that Iām important. Iām trapped here. Something went wrong so now they torture me. They just want me to kill myself because Iām no use being a glitch
I wonāt tho. Bc fck em
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I would tell you that all of that is literally in your head and nobody elseās. Eventually I had to come to a realization that I wasnāt well and I was making up a bunch of stuff in my head that had no bearing on reality. Reality doesnāt care about our delusions. We can think a million things about it, but none of those thoughts are as real as reality itself. I think my advice would be to listen to other peopleās perspectives. If youāre getting feedback from the universe that your perspective is off then maybe your perspective is off. all i can say, is your life will actually get a lot better when you humble yourself and realize that youāre sick . From there, when you realize that the only thing wrong is how youāre interpreting reality, things will get better. They can only get better 
Iām not making things up, these things happen to me. But itās fine. I donāt need anyone to understand.
Maybe you believe that they are, but if everyone around you is telling you that you are sick, you might be sick. I had to come to the same realization. That isnāt the end, it is the beginning.
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Or theyāre trapped in a simulation
And for the simulation to work, people have to participate
Those who donāt participate, those who see the strings are attacked, like me
Iāve had the same thought, but i just donāt think it is possible to simulate consciousness and its interactions. I know the gnostic teachings and all of that, but every part of you is dependent in some way on another part of the āsimulationā, so you would literally be a part of the simulation. Could it all be simulated? Maybe, but I donāt think it matters tbh. If everyone is stuck in it (and I have never heard of anybody escaping), then who cares? I think reality isnāt perfect, but I know it is a lot less scary than I thought it was. I think youāll eventually (hopefully) find out the same thing.
It might not be possible for us to do recreate it, sure.
Iāll never not believe weāre in a simulation, sorry.
I donāt want to continue. I feel bad for diverting the topic. And I think Iām frustrating ppl.
Sorry @EDM_Stan
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This phone being hacked is a very simple way of slipping from realityā¦ I had that feeling too in my psychosis.
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Yea, cos itās really stressful. Then from phone hacking it turns into mind reading. Thatās quite typical aswell I believe
Letās please try to get off the simulation theory debate. Itās specifically prohibited in the rules.
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So true then I start thinking that there are secret cameras everywhere to record my activitiesā¦ story of my psychotic lifeā¦
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She did say she didnāt want to continue derailing. Just fyi
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Itās about as relevant as mentioning god because it canāt be proven or disproven. I donāt really see a point in arguing about either but idk
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Yeah, i did not see that comment. didnt read that far. Its all good. was referring to crazydiamond as well.
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Yeah well iām actually trying to be sane here tonight
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Please dont apologiseā¦ itās perfectly alright to feel whatever you feel in your psychosisā¦ we all are in the same boatā¦ I have nothing but compassion and respect toward your situation because I too have been thereā¦
Just keep taking your meds and if possible keep a check on your diet. Eat more of fresh fruits that helps a lot.
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Iām not on aps. But I have been eating more fruit than ever before. All day. I love it. It helps me a lot I think. Also the only thing I can eat when I donāt have an appetite so itās been good lately
Thanks @EDM_Stan
You should try CBD as an AP. It has really been helping me a lot. I take 800mgs once a day. Maybe it is also the therapy iāve started but things have gotten way better for me since I started taking it.