I wasn’t ambitious before the diagnosis. I was the silent spectator of the others lives, but I was just there with my pain. After the diagnosis, I really got worried about my future now. And to say everything, now for some 5, 6 hours in the day I worry about my life a loot… But is it normal to just sit here and worry or its more a symptom? Cause I know from the Buddhists, that too high expectations are not normal either… Were you like this? Did the meds help you on this particular worry?
pls, be kind, I cant change much in those 6 hours. I cant be very active, cause I have also my body sensations like weakness and other in the body, who make me passive.
So is this also some kind of anxiety or its just a normal thing to worry like that?
Ok, I see. sorry for that. Me too I am afraid, that its more natural for us, because we have bad prognosis… But what if it takes from us 6 hours of our lives? Its still normal? But as I said, I am stucked on the couch for those hours, cause I have bad negatives…
from what I understand, I should have been treated earlier, yeah… Not now, when I have 36 years…
Maybe my problem is not this worry of the future. Maybe I suffer more from my negatives yeap… Cause its because of them, that I don’t live. Plus the paranoia and my fears of others. Idk, I know a guy who was just socially anxious and he was helped by the meds, but only just after an year.
Yes… I know. I don’t count on meds a lot for my negatives anymore. But I cant do much either. I miss this … Me, I am different. My pdoc was saying, that even Zyprexa has some antidepressive properties. It got me out of the bed. But not out of my house, lol… I cant handle ablify, I am too paranoid in my head.
Do you work or have family ever? Don’t answer me If you don’t want. But me, I have nothing in life, really… Just having my mom is nothing, cause I am almost a burden in her life…
Ok, i am glad for you then. Try to chase your negatives if you can go out. Me, i should get better on the paranoia one day with the help of the meds. That’s my last hope.
Who else was worrying about the future and got better, please?
Sometimes i cant even move by paranoia, moonwalker. In my case, its paralyzing. I know what you are saying, but i still have this paranoia, which makes me feel my brain in my head, its giving me this sensation of floating badly in my head and its not nice. I cant be like this around people, no way…
You might want to try propananol (not sure about spelling, it’s a beta blocker). Paranoia is tough, I suffered from classic paranoid sz delusions and that was one of the toughest times in my life.
i am on Zyprexa 10 mg and Depakote. I also have thoughts without the impression of thinking, cause i feel my brain in my head. I guess its some kind of delusions. But i have paranoia yes. Its so hard to recover on it? I guess its hard to recover on thinking, no?
… Me, I am different. My pdoc was saying, that even Zyprexa has some antidepressive properties. It got me out of the bed. But not out of my house, lol… I cant handle ablify, I am too paranoid in my head.
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