Hello so i am 17 years old. I abused adderal back 3 months ago and I became Schizophrenic at 16.
I was having visions of me being in a movie, I went to 3 hospitals for over 1,5 months . they are in New jersey , I was in the University hospital in new jersey and there are alot of arabics and indians everywhere inside the hospital. I was there to take the drugs off my body which was amphetamines. I thought there arab doctor was going to throw a bomb on top of my head and explode which was my first episode. After a month of treatment i wasn’t thinking that there were arabs trying to give me bomb. So i was free to go home but i was in a bad shape still. So i had to go to Newark BETH ISRAEL hospital. I was thinking that i was being learn kung-fu and controling my 3 sides of my mind. after 3 weeks i was out and went to another treatment center Where i saw Hell and the devil. ( the worst episode ever) there people were giving me white eyes and i was seeing spirits too. after 2 weeks in summer oak’s, i thought i became related to jesus or became jesus. I felt gravity and stuff i thought i could fly and etc, i thought i was in a Japanese comedy show for a while and i seen a kid being transformed into monkey by a crazy japan doctor with potions… finally after 4 weeks I left the treatment center and went home. So today im not having hallocinations and being connected to music and etc. I hear voices once in a while… but just voices . And they are pretty weird like when i look at a girl in school , my mind says Pussy, or ■■■■ her. but besides that im very recovered . Taking vyvanse 40mg and abilify 10mg . Do you think my Sz will come back? I still hear voices once in a while in school. but they come every 1 minute of my day. Will my sz come back ? or im cured? I read the bible every day when i sleep to help me . I am from Brazil and my speech is bad but all my thoughts were in english since im in usa for 4 years… Thanks… I hope i will never get the SZ back… thanks…!
I am hoping that soon I’ll be asking the same question… Good for you btw hope you can stay healthy.