I really need to discuss this with my psychiatrist too.
Every year around this time as the dark nights close in I start feeling depressed. Negative thoughts about loosing loved ones. Death in general etc. I am also more irritable.
Not to mention after the hype of Christmas is over my mood crashes even more.
I’m trying not to let the cold and dark stop me from going out. I purchased a dry suit so I can keep paddle boarding on cold lakes that are still open even after the temp drops below freezing. It will keep me safe if I hit the drink.
for a while ive thought i might have reverse sad i get depressed, irritable, and some fear when summer starts but then in fall and winter i feel unmatched levels of peace and contentness and excitement
I am disgnosed with both schizophrenia and seasonal affective disorder. Every winter I get extremely depressed and sleep too much. Then in the summer months i run on only a few hours of sleep a night and spend too much money.
The treatment that was suggested was using a light box in the winter months. It is somewhat effective. I needed to raise my level of antidepressants in the winter months also when I lived up north.
I use a light box in the winter…it’s hard to adjust to the darkness in winter here, when eventually we only have 4 hours of daylight. For me the light box plus vitamin D and lots of exercise helps.