I had my first two breaks in 2003, then in 2005 fell madly in love with a woman I went on to marry in 2008. Our marriage only lasted six months, but I loved her tremendously. I was devastated when she called things off and sent me on my way. That was just two months after my third break; she lost her patience with the recovery process, couldn’t see living like that the rest of her life. She and I have since become friends, text buddies anyway (haven’t seen each other since 2009), and sometimes I think I’m still in love with her. Hell, sometimes I fantasize about she and I getting back together, even though I know there is no way it would ever happen.
I D’ont think that !! But mayby it’s true alle peoples said that it’s beauty to feel it’s but for schizophréne it’s so hard to meet some one how can understand you 
personally i would like to try but i prefered to be alone 