to BELIEVE that I will have close friends in the future, IRL.
I ask if its controlling cos people choosing to become close friends with me is their choice.
So how can I just BELIEVE that this WILL happen.
So should I just be wondering if, instead of believing it
If I expect it, or believe it, is that not demanding of others then, or big headed like as if I know they will like me. When I’m not in their body. Who am I to know.
Hope doesn’t feel as strong as belief. To me.
So i prefer to believe instead of hope.
Now that I’m saying this out loud I’m beginning to see that I’m uncertain of this belief yet I still believe it lol.
A person can demand all the want. It doesn’t mean it’ll happen. If you make friends with people, it means they like you and want to be your friend all on their own. So no worries