Same for me… I wish my care takers weren’t so encouraging lol… My younger self built an identity around that praise. Super difficult undoing all of that stuff
I tested high as a child, over mensa level
But I doubt I could break 135 on a test now after chronic substance abuse and a half dozen psychotic breaks.
My brains just ain’t what they used to be.
I wasn’t considered smart when I was growing up. Many people (mostly other kids) thought I’d amount to nothing.
I’m terrible at social stuff, math, and hard science (with little interest in working on them either ), but I’m very strong in other areas. Before I got injured (back problem), I was very talented at all kinds of athletic activities. Not teams sports, but dance-aerobics, martial arts, yoga, etc. I was praised a lot for art throughout my whole life, so I struggled with contingent self esteem for a long time (relying on external praise for self worth…I would make art just to get more praise).
I think I’m getting past that now. Yeah, I know I’m getting old and should have worked on this sooner. I’m a slow learner, I guess. I like to believe that I’m getting smarter as time goes by. I’m leveling up with the writing by reading how-to-write books. I want to be super good at it. I’ve learned so much from YouTube too. They have tutorials on everything! Knitting, art, crochet, writing, yoga, qigong, tai chai… I’ve got many new skills.
I wish I had more interest in cooking, but I think maybe I worry about the money it takes to try new recipes, so I stick with some tried and true stuff (easy to make too).
Sz can take a toll on our cognitive abilities. The only time my iq was tested he said I was average but thought my mental health effected the score and that I had a higher iq
My IQ is probably very low. I can however fix computer and almost anything with wires.
As far as IQ, I thought I was really smart, but now I know from a IQ test when I was a child I’m a little below average.
It’s nothing to worry about, unless there’s a significant drop in age related intelligence. Non verbal ability declines sooner and more than verbal ability…