Ok So Bear With Me On Thus One … ,
Ok ,
So e(Y)e Was a 90’s Kid … ,
and e(Y)e Enjoi’ed Hip Hop as a Youthful Individual … ,
Back In Tha Day Hip Hop Would Throw Out Terms Lyke " ■■■■■ " and Such … ,
and It Wasn’t Racist In Any Way … ,
It Sounded Cool To Me , and In a Fun Joking Way , e(Y)e and Friends Would Try and Morph Tha Word ,
" Nuggah " , " Nukka " and Such …
e(Y)e Really Wasn’t Aware Of Actual Racism When e(Y)e Was Young Cause My Friends and e(Y)e Weren’t Racist , In Any Way … ,
We Jus Either Lyked Each Other OR We Didn’t … ,
Now My Dad is Racist in a Stupid Way , He Will Use Tha N Word To Insult People That Can’t Hear Him and He Feels Some Kind Of “Better Than” , (by) jus Saying OR Using That Word …,
and Sadly , It Feels As If e(Y)e Am In a Great Laughing Mood For Whatever Reason and he Will bring Up a Social Situation About an African American and Use tha Word To Annoy tha ■■■■ Out Of Me … ,
Point Is ,
Back In tha Day There Was Slavery … ,
and They Came Up With That Word To Insult Their Slaves … ,
Then As Tha Slaves Got Free , Tha Word Was Used To Insult Thee Entire Population Of Africans … ,
Then As T(Y)me Progressed Tha Word Was Morphed As Tha Free African American Children’s Children Finally Got Into Tha Public Spotlight and Hip Hop Became Popular … ,
In tha 90’s , MTV Played a Ton Of Hip Hop V(Y)D’s ,
It Was All Exclusively New To Me and My Friends …,
and e(Y)e Became a Fan Of TUPAC and Of Course He Was Murdered and e(Y)e Was STILL To Young To Understand How Completely , Seriously Sad , Horrific and Terrible That Day Was , Especially For African Americans … ,
Cause TUPAC , Almost Alone , Murdered That Word … ,
N E Hoo ,
e(Y)e STILL Use Tha Word “■■■■■” Sometymes … , and Usually It’s When e(Y)e’m Rambling and Feeling Awesome and Laughing and Explaining a Carayzee Moment e(Y)e Lived Throo … ,
One Day , At Tha Clinic e(Y)e Was Chatting With Some Dudes and There Was Thus African American Dude Lissening and e(Y)e Was Telling a Story , and e(Y)e Was Lyke , " Man you wouldn’t believe it , I was running out tha door and thus ■■■■■ bun all lyke shizz yo shut up you know man " , and As e(Y)e Said Tha Word " ■■■■■ " , Tha African American Schizo Dude Spun His Head and Looked At Me All Surprised and Was Lyke
" WHAT YOU SAY?!? " … ,
e(Y)e Froze , and Realized He Was Much Older and Perhaps Didn’t Care For Hip Hop and Didn’t Know Anything About Tha 90’s Music Scene … , and e(Y)e Kinda Chattered and Was Lyke , “dude im a 90’s kid” , and He Was STILL Pissed but Looked Down and Was Lyke " alright " … ,
Point Is … ,
Us Schizo’s Are Living In a Really Seriously Odd Frame Of Tyme … ,
We Are Slaves , Mental AND Societal … ,
but e(Y)e Have Thus Opinion That We Are Climbing Out Of That Well … ,
So For Those Americans Out There … ,
Realize Thus ,
We have An African American President … ,
and Well ,
e(Y)e’m Am Sure You Know Where e(Y)e Could Go With Thus … ,
N E Hoo ,
Here’s a SonggG From a Jamaican Fellow , That e(Y)e Would Nvr Say “■■■■■” Around … ,
So With All That e(Y)e Said In Mynde … ,
How Do You Feel About How Society Treats Us As Individuals and Such , In Personal and Public Ways …(???)… ,
and Do You Ever Think We Will Be Able To Live Comfortably Enough To Be Able To Live Without Meds As In a Way That We Would Be Able To Talk To Our Voices Publicly , Without Being Arrested (???) … ,
Do YOU Sometymes Feel As If You Are An Invisible Slave (?) ,
and a Slave To What e(Y)e Mite Ask (???) …