(*^*___ ))) - A Good Afternoon /\ Mourning /\ and (OR) /\ Nite /\ For Ya - ((( ___ *^*)

Unusual Beliefs
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Hello Once Again … ,

How Are You Feeling (???) ,

You Doin Ok , Jus Chillin and Relaxin (???) ,

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Here’s to Hoping You Are Feeling Fine and (OR) Peaceful for no Actual Blaming upon Whatever that May Usually Feed You , Peaceful Happiness … ,

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So Another SonggG Perhaps , to Jump Around Your Room With (???) … ,

Another Mini Bottle of Soda to Keep You on Track With a Hopeful Tomorrow … ,

Jus Learning Another Language , Within Your Private Space , to Surprise those Who Care and L.O.V.E. You … ,

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Fynding Ways to Use Your Voices as T(Y)me to be Creative , , , a Quick Way to Release Tension and Aggravation (???) … ,

Perhaps Treating Voices as Slight Friends Visiting Your Mental Home , , , Within Questions of Your Own , and Perhaps Coming to a New Realization towards tha Actual Truth to Our Symptoms … ,

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Cause After All , , , We Are thee Experts of Ourselves … … … ,

N e Hoo , Jus Wanted to throw Some Ideas Out there and Saye Hello to Anyone Willing to Lissen to Another , Chattering Away Within and into tha Darkness …

A SonggG to Whom it May Concern (!!!) … … …

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Welcome back … Haven’t heard from u in awhile…

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Yeah, several months haven’t heard from you.

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Yep ended up going to the hospital and than u weren’t on this site anymore so couldn’t find u anywheres

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Thanks For tha Welcome @itsme & @moonlee … ,

e(Y)e Also Ended Up Going to a Facility , After Canceling Two Appointments With my Doctor and My Therapist , A Cop and Two Peoples From tha Clinic Ended Up at tha House and Asked Me a Bunch of Questions and then e(Y)e Became Court Ordered Within tha Hour they Were at tha House and About Four More Cops Arrived and handcuffed me and Sent Me Away … … … ,

e(Y)e Cancelled Two Appointments , and Now e(Y)e Am Court Ordered to Remain at that Clinic … … … ,

Jus Felt L(Y)Ke Sharing ,

but Here on tha Site e(Y)e Was Acting Stupid then Got Banned … ,

From All Sides it Feels L(Y)Ke Sometimes … … …

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Sorry to hear that… Hopefully u get some help at that clinic and u shouldn’t be missing apointments if ur court ordered… Shame shame lol… U doin better?

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Pretty Funni Yo Yo … ,

e(Y)e Once Was Sent to a Facility L(Y)Ke Sevyn Times in One Month , , ,

Tha Facility Would Push Me Out and Send Me Home , Tha Clinic Would Push Papers that Would Push Me and Send Me Back … ,

Thee Entire T(Y)me e(Y)e Was Jus Within a Whirlwind of Confusion … ,

but Yeah e(Y)e’m Doing Ok , Jus Chillin , FInally Got Some Inspiration to Pick My Guitar Back Up … ,

e(Y)e Have Some Good Ideas but as it Stands Rite Now , None of tha Electronical Inspirational Outlets Are Working Correctly … ,

Thanks For Asking , , ,

You Got Anything Cool Goin On in Your Lil Bubble (???)

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Just bout to hit a new med change… Going through some major delusions…
Besides that not much… Me and my bubble are doin good … Got some new friends, lost some… Same old stuff that reality likes to make important…
O and going to school so that’s cool I guess…

That’s craziness u were the rope in a tug of war of hospital play…

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Invega , in All Reality (for me at least) , is One of tha Best … , but Your Body Will Fight Against it Pretty Much thee Whole Physicality of Ones Own Self , tha Med Tries to Erase it and Your Body Tries to Recover and Bring it All Back … ,

But as Far as Fear Nonsense Goes , It Can Help You Cope With Pretty Much Fear on all Sides … ,

Reality Does Have thee Ability to Demand Attention , Check Out tha New RADIOHEAD Song/V(Y)D , DAYDREAMING … ,

Had No Idea You Went to School , e(Y)e Personally Never Cared Much For School , You Get Along Ok With Your Schooling Shazz (???) ,

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Ya they want to put me on clozapine… never hear of invega ill look it up… couldn’t imagine a war in my body besides my minds own war on reality though…

Schools ok… its kinda school I guess, I’m getting my certificate for peer support training, they all seem to pity me cause I got schz and theres only one other guy there with it but hes really quiet…
why didn’t u care for school, its seems to be an occupational hazard, at least it brings the occupation which leads to the hazard of life, money, responsibility, drama, and other annoying aspects of this world

Why dose dreaming seem more real than reality, even if I am awake? That’s what that song made me think… That if I could just keep in my mind I may be happy, since its reality that breaks apart my reality and causes me to question Truth and happiness.

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Back (if e(Y)e remember correctly) , Back When Invega First Came Out , That Was thee Onli Pill Prescribed to Me … , that Was Before My Mom Got Sick and Died … ,

She Started thus Whole Clinic thing , & if She Was With Us Today and these Recent Years , She Would Have Burned thus Whole Being Tugged Nonsense to tha Ground … ,

but We Have Our Prayers e(Y)e Suppose … ,

Pretty Much As Being Said “war on your body” , It Cancels (OR) Tries to Cancel Out Sexuality , but Your Body Disagrees and Will Push You to Try and Reawaken it , Tha Physicality of Self … , Nothing Stupid , Jus Something Such as Someone Being Alone For Years and Can’t Even Fynde Sexuality Within Himself , Even With his/her Imagination … ,

So it Causes a Push , Altho at tha Same T(Y)me Naught Even in tha Mood Too … ,

Soz to Get All Perhaps Weird on ya … ,

Other then that tho , it Really is a Good Med … ,

You Got Some Goals to Achieve then Feel Free to Talk About it With Your Doctor … ,

and On tha Subject of School ,

e(Y)e Was Jus in a Bad School , Pointless , Full of Social Hierarchy Games , Pointless , and Filled With Throwing tha “weak” Ones Against tha Wall of Blame … ,

and tha “weak” Ones Got Punished Severely … , For What Others Have Caused … ,

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e(Y)e L(Y)Ke Your thot on tha SonggG , as of Now e(Y)e Can’t Grab thee Entire Idea but e(Y)e am Far From Earth Rite Now , Got it Marked tho , e(Y)e Want to Analyze it and Such Blah Blah Blah … ,

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Good Mourning to Ya (!!!)

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Good morrow to you too!

Sexuality hasn’t been one of my strong points since hearing voices, finally discovered the morals I held in myself but never realized before, that I shouldn’t just give my body for pleasure but its what I’m destined to be with so I should love it, not just others… and I don’t really have a sex drive anymore anyways…

Whatcha mean your far from earth? Can I escape with you? lol

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FINE e(Y)e Will Do it as Well , lol … ,

e(Y)e Nvr Laugh Out Loud From What e(Y)e Read Online but There’s a First for Everyone e(Y)e Guess … ,

Thanks for Lifting My Spirits Yo Yo … … …

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Haha, I have conquered this place away from hear by bringing laughter…

Do you remember me, by the way?

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e(Y)e Remember Your Avatar and Your Name but Since My Coma Very Little Remains … … …

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I once had your phone number, we’d talk on the phone, try to skype but that never worked out…you never gave me your name, but mines Michelle… don’t know if that helps…

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Cool Cool … ,

Honestly My Memory Can’t Remember Yesterdays … ,

but Yes e(Y)e Remember Talking on tha Phone a Few T(Y)mes With Someone (no offense by saying “someone”) , Honestly e(Y)e thot Whoever e(Y)e Was Talking to jus Got Busy and (OR) Bored with My Nonsense … ,

When You Are Pushed out of Society You Fynde You Have Little Left to Say to Anyone , (OR) Perhaps Out of tha Loop and No One Gets What You Are Talking About … … … ,

If You Ever Feel L(Y)Ke Talking Again Lemme Know and e(Y)e’ll Throw You My Number Yo Yo … … …

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I always enjoyed talking to you, but like I said I went to the hospital… for about 3 1/2 weeks… than I called once when I got out and you didn’t pick up so I thought I went into my delusion with you and you didn’t want to talk to me anymore so I deleted your number…

feel free to send your number… would fancy a chat if you want…

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Cool Cool (Part 2) … ,

Yap Yap , a Chat Would Be Nyse … ,

Gimme a Lil T(Y)me & e(Y)e Shall Send it to Ya … ,

Naught Paranoia jus Waiting for My Earth to Awaken and Give me Some Space … ,

Let’s Jus Saye Sometimes Phone Numbers Disappear & tha Love of Your Life Never Calls Again ,

All tha While as You Are Sleeping in a Deep Sleep , Some Would Call a Coma … … … ,

but Talking Again Sounds Cool (!!!)

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O no, I’m not her, the girl you lost… we went over that last time before I got your number too… I cant remember her name but I know she hurt you bad… and there was a guy or two that you didn’t trust either… take your time… totally understand…