I have had a sexual intrusive thought when I was talking to my professor and that really scared me. I was so worried that I was going to act on it.
Thankfully the convo ended really well and I learned a lot from my professor. But i am so worried that I am going to act on it should they occur more frequently.
I’m sorry that you’re struggling with that as an issue. I hope you can find something to help stop these thoughts or learn to cope with them well soon.