Struggling to cope with life. I wish I could just die of natural causes. But I don’t think my 16 year old daughter would deal with it if I died. She really needs me.
My youngest son who is 18 is moving out next week. I’m proud of him but I am going to miss him so much. I miss my 20 year old daughter as well. She rarely texts. She’s so busy.
And I’m so worried about my dad. I can’t imagine life without him.
Oh honey, I’m so sorry. You really need to get them to max you out on those anti-depressants so you can get unstuck from this funk you’re in. I know things are bad but you can feel better, you really can. I think about you all the time and I’m really rooting for you. Hopefully you’ll still get to see your son and I pray your dad’s surgery goes well. For now focus on your daughter, your cat, your dog all your blessings the love that you have in your life.
This disease is enough to wear the strongest person down. But you have to keep fighting it in the best way you can. Keep the doctors informed if you mood goes down.