I’ve suffered too much mentally, physically and emotionally over the years. It’s effected the way i look and feel. Caused me to pick up bad habits. If only I’d been stronger and less paranoid. I would be in much better shape and look alot better. The way i look right now i doubt anybody would be interested in speaking to me. I’ll probably never have a gf ever again. I might as well accept and get used to being alone and entertain myself. And protect and look out for myself. Because no one else is now. Never really have. I only have myself or atleast my illness to blame. I have regrets.
Nobody here is through.
I thought I was through when I was an alcoholic, went to AA and got sober.
I thought I was through just before I got diagnosed with schizophrenia. Then I got on the right meds for me.
Then I thought I was through when I switched meds that weren’t the right meds for me.
Then I switched back, eventually.
If I’m not through, what makes you think you are.
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These are important skills for anyone. You should definitely work on them, but not because you’re done. They’re exactly the sort of skills that will make you appealing to potential partners.
ok ok everybody’s allowed a pity party now and then. Just don’t let it last too long.
lol your right i feel better now
I’m alright now
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I’m ok now 
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Now your therapist should work with you on that.
It’s a chemical thing so we are not to blame ourselves. We did nothing wrong, just got the wrong roll of dice.
I think even so called normal people have regrets, but you can’t change the past Only the future.
No matter what was happened or what sordid tales of what we did under the influence of sz really matters because yesterday is already the past.
Will people understand or forgive you?
Well if they don’t they are no friends anyway.