Hallucinations and delusions are strong right now. They’re so strong.
My command hallucinations want me to harm myself again. They’re telling me to do bad things to myself. I feel like they’re everywhere and the spiders are crawling on my arm again.
I hear music from the distance, a distorted lullaby and loads of white noise. The voices tell me I am worthless.
The visual hallucinations are gazing over me and they are pressuring me to harm myself. They’re putting their hands on me and choking me.
I’m so scared. I feel everyone is reading my thoughts and everyone can hear me. They’re reading my mind… I feel like I can hear my thoughts broadcasted to the world.
I just feel out of touch from reality. I feel so weak.
I’m just so scared.
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You should go to a hospital as soon as possible
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You’ve responded to me well today, thanks.
What is your diagnosis, I feel you’re getting hypo manic.
Just take your meds early, if not, call in to somebody.
Maybe you should tell your support system
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Are you feeling any better now @anon10648258 ??
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I think you need to go to hospital or at the very least see a nurse or Doctor.
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Try what I do go to a lonely place in the house plug your ears to reduce real noises in the home and concentrate on letting the voices talk but try to for get what was said? Tablets r to b reduce by braking of a small piece every month don’t just stop u will get back sick
My diagnosis is schizophrenia. I thought I had schizoaffective, but I was diagnosed with schizophrenia instead.
Thank you @Daze. I’m feeling still scared but much better now.
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Thank you everyone for being here with me. I’m feeling still scared but feeling better. If it gets worse, I will go to the hospital or call my pdoc to have my meds adjusted. 
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Good if u can’t pray talk to a friend a loud and pretend he or she can here u and talk through u like a spirit medium so u say hello gershom r u on and pretend that I can here your voice in my head and make u talk a loud my response its a feel good belief that might be true believe it or not
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