( I have not been diagnosed with schizophrenia)
From two months from now I’ve been having hallucinations (both auditory - which are the most ones - but also visual). I’ve a lot of paranoid thoughts regarding the government and the police knowing I’m the savior of the world because I know some things I shouldn’t know (this is probably a delusion? I don’t know)
My auditory hallucinations are getting worse: I hear a lot of voices but they aren’t clear, and most of the times I can clear two male voices very clearly. I didn’t sleep today because I was hearing bellrings the whole night.
I usually see flashes and blood, black moving spots like ghosts and other things.
I delusion where I’m the planet’s savior with some things I know about the government and everything.
I’ve been to a psychiatrist and he wanted me to get hospitalized (which I don’t think it’s a bad idea but I’m saving that for when I’m really really bad).
I’m medicated but still see and hear a lot. I’m going to do brain scans and other exams to see if there’s a tumor in my brain.
Can anyone help me? I don’t know if there’s someone with the same symptoms but I’d like to speak to someone who has schizophrenia, in order to help me better understanding and to overcome everything I’m going through.