Im sorry but sz is horrible

I listen to radio all evening its all i can do, smooth fm
Its horrible being unstable
My mind runs away its wild
Its humbling being in such a predicament i dont count on anything
Trauma is with me everyday
Read signs so much

How are you?

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Yeah it is. I was unstable the first six years I had schizophrenia until I switched to an injection. Now I feel much better. I’m sorry you’re having a hard time.

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Okay. My meds work for the most part. I still have visual hallucinations which get crazy. And low motivation. But I’m working on that.

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it is horrible being unstable. i’ve luckily found some stability. have an apartment. a car. a cat friend. but some nights iall i can do is listen to the radio. music preferably. trying to live my life.

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I’m “stable” and I just listen to music all day too.

Schizophrenia is indeed horrible. I have this nagging feeling my life has been robbed from me.

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Noise triggers me if it gets to be too much so I’m just silent all day.

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Yes i know how you feel everhopeful someone has pulled the rug out from under us

Somedays are worse than others i hate this illness
My family don’t really comprehend the depths of my illness, they only see what is surface stuff i think

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It’s whatever. We exist, then we die. Nothing matters after we die.

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Existing and suffering but thats my experience, not everybody’s same as me. Some days i breathe with a little less effort

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I live for those days when things are slightly easier

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Yes, life is temporary anyway.

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Yes this is what I do also.

@November

You sound depressed saying life is temporary, i only say sh#t like that when im depressed

Im not depressed im just saying sz sucks man it is tough life with it

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My main problem was self abuse by an alter ego. Now that has receded and I’m left alone. SZA combined with DID. I actually feel like things are going too good.

Yeah its quite the predicament. But apparently we cant get rid of it, only do what we can to try and improve. Ive been attempting to do this but its damn difficult. Theres always something else around the corner that might bring me down. But we persevere no matter what.

It’s only slightly better than being born with only one testicle.

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It IS horrible. It clashes with every single piece of clothing I own.

:frowning:

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Now your taking the piss

:clap:

It’s what I dooooooooooooo.

:dancer: :musical_score:

Yea seems like a few of you are taking the piss

New faces don’t really stand a chance do they?