I found out today that our previous pastor passed away. I’ve known him my whole life and he was basically a grandpa to me. In fact when I was little I really did think he was one of my grandpas and got confused when others told me otherwise. I feel numb but violently sad at the same time. My eyes keep randomly leaking and I’ll start to just silently cry. I try not to let others see this happen. I dont know why I dont want them seeing. There’s emotion in me that wants to scream and punch things. But all I can do is silently cry. I’ve had residents I’ve cared for pass away, and distant aunts and uncles. But never anyone this close to me.
I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. It is one of the most difficult things in life, to lose someone you love. The very best to you
Condolences. Pastors are pretty special.
Sorry for the loss of your friend, it’s okay to have a good cry
I’m sorry for your loss @NeoPolitan02 It’s OK to grieve in whatever way you feel most comfortable. Take care.
I’m so sorry I know this must be hard for you… hang in there
I’m sorry for your loss @NeoPolitan02
But I dont know how to grieve. I dont know how to deal with this. What the hell am i supposed to do with this. I dont want to accept it. I want to pretend he’s still here what do I do with all this emotion. It just sits there. None of this is comfortable. I dont like any of it. I just want him back though I know I cant.