I can relate. I overdosed a few years back. Because of that I lost my apartment. It wasn’t a suicide attempt. Those pills were stronger than I thought. They took me to the emergency room, and then to a psychiatric hospital. One thing that stops me from doing it again is knowing that I will lose my apartment again if I overdose again, maybe this time for good. I can relate to wanting to swallow pills. One time this guy had a bag of pills at college. I just started helping myself to all different kinds. Luckily, they were just cold medicine, but the guy who the pills belonged to was pretty mad. I shudder to think how it would have been if those pills had been Haldol. I can relate to your urges to swallow pills, but I can’t understand them. I don’t know why I did that myself. Just focus on the fact that you are a lovely person, and you have a lot you can give the world. Your kids need a healthy mother. Don’t forget that you have things to live for. Think how devastated the people who love you would be if you killed yourself. You can have a great rest of your life. Live for that.
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You will build up a new life after your kids moved out. You just need a little time to make this life change smoothly. You will have the strength to go through all this dark time. Please stay safe and believe in yourself. @FatMama
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@FatMama, Please call your pdoc or go to the nearest E.R. if you are thinking about taking a bunch of pills, please. We don’t want to lose you from this forum. You are a valuable member on this forum. Also, think of your kids. They need you.
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