it’s like not knowing what’s happening for real. i feel blindfolded to reality.
the basics i realize but the stuff that bother me, i.e. the voices, the hostilities in my community towards me, prejudiced cousins who harrass me etc etc etc
it is sometimes too much. i don’t feel control over my life, just i can control my own behavior.
judy
I can relate, I got to were I started reacting to the voices I scared my family in a way I was no longer allowed to be around them. I have a hard time with my symptoms with the crippling fear of anyone at all witnessing it.
i didn’t know you were in such pain corinna fugate.
i hope you feel much better soon.
do something to enjoy.
hugs, judy 
Thank you I’m working through it.
that’s great that you can do that corinna fugate.
My mother’s sabbath candles are no longer lit since she just passed away last summer but remembering them will bring me some light.
hugs, judy
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