You have Bella and your beads and your knitting and your bf and you’re such a sweet person 
I would miss you too much
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thanks smokes. I would miss you and everyone here if did something stupid.
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no , not chewing you out…I just wish you would stabilize a bit more than you are…start to question what you believe instead of believing everything you imagine…you should be partly stable enough by now to recognize that.
I just got my meds even out plus quit the caffeine. Caffeine makes my meds wonky and not feel right
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well I apologize honey…I know you are doing your best…hang in there.
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I think @jukebox is just worried about you. Because on one hand you could be showing symptoms. You have to admit that it is possible it was an auditory hallucination.
Though on the other he could have actually said that under his breath. It is not unreasonable. People do that. People did stuff like that to me before I was sick.
However, in most cases it best to always take a second and question what you hear. You need to have faith in yourself. We have faith in you. But you should also question your experiences. Could this be a sign you need to talk with a doctor about your meds? Have you noticed other changes?
You do need to ask yourself if you think your father would really do that. Did he ever act like that before you got sick? And talk it over with someone better equipped to know which is the more probable situation. What does your bf say about whether or not your father would do that?
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Congrats on the no caffeine! I’m working on it too, almost a month. I sleep less but I sleep better 
How is quitting nicotine going?
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He’s always saying things under his breath. He was that way when I was a child. I hate him for what he did when I was ten years old
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Not good. I’m still vaping
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That’s still something!
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I think it depends on the word, if it is always the same ‘b*itch’ or ‘hoe’ its probably another hallucination, if it something new it could be true… 
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I hope it’s just hallucinating. I don’t want anything new from anyone I don’t believe none of it anyway.
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They’re following me from room to room.ill be homeless when the bitch in the office takes their side
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I think I need to go the crisis center.
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Then you should go.
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@roxanna TomCat is right. If you think you need to go, you should go.
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The World will be better off if you don’t do it. If you really think about it you matter to someone.
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Yes, definitely go and get yourself some help. We love you. 
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I want to be in CTC not dp.
What does that mean? I don’t follow.