I can't keep going

The neighbors are talking ■■■■ every day the other neighbors above won’t leave me alone. My illness does whatever the hell it wants to do. I’m not going to hospital. I wish my old bass guitar was fixed.

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Can you do something small to vanish that cloud

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Are you taking your Haldol on a regular basis @Roxanna?
Its important that you do.

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You have to keep going roxanna. Is there anything you can do? Like putting on headphones or something ?

Yes ten mg at night. Fivemg in the am.

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Do some crochet i Guess. I felt like suicide an hour ago. Because that guy was pointing me out and starting more bs.

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Do some crochet if you think it will help. You sound like you need all the help you can get at the moment.

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@roxanna I know how you feel.

Every night, my mom has full on conversations with my pup. I’m talking full on.

"How was your day? Did you eat enough? Do you go outside for a walk?

I’m in my room trying to read and it drives me nuts. The feeling is similiar to being in a ■■■■■■■ mental asylum.

The feeling will pass, just give it time. Distractions are key.

Coming on here helps, listening to music helps. You just have to remember that it will pass. Hang in there.

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Thanks I appreciate a response.i try to help as well. Bless us struggling with this ■■■■.

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I’m sorry you’re still having so much trouble with your neighbors. I didn’t know you could crochet. What are you going to make? Do you have a kind of yarn you like best? And are your headphones working?

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They were outside after I checked my mail and I felt all this childish negativity from them. I rushedin. Headphones half way work. Self taught almost ten years. A blanket for right now.

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What color blanket are you making? It sounds very cozy.

My boyfriend said put headphones or just ignore. Or both

I just worry about them hiring someone to physically. Harm

Mostly purple and pinks.i started out knitting at first but love crochet better.

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You’ll get through this roxanna. Everything may seem bad now, but you’ve got this. Do you have a pet you can cuddle with, maybe?

I have two cats that sleep on our bed at night. The cat in the pic is Bella.

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Give them a big cuttles, close your eyes and deep breath slowly. The oxytocin will help calm you.

Why do you like crocheting better than knitting?

It’s ok @roxanna just keep trying (hugs)

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It’s more fun than knitting.some people like knitting.so…

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