I can’t tolerate this anymore.people messing with me. The illnesses.
Don’t do it @roxanna ! Stay alive. You have people that care for you on this forum and elsewhere
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Please stay alive. I know this illness is difficult to live with and people really don’t understand but life is worth living. When you think you have it bad their are people out there who have it much worst. Take it day by day. I understand how you feel almost everyday I feel like giving up. I have scars I have skin issues I have big ugly messed up tattoo and skin discolouration from getting tattoo removed, but I hang on everyday. Please hang on people die everyday. Life is a gift.
I’m sorry. My bf stopped me from going and to take anxiety pill.
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Good. I hope the pill will help and that you will feel better. You are needed.
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Please don’t do it, a few weeks ago I met a sz and he said that his mother was sz too and she jumped from a bridge when he was 6… 
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Please don’t. We all care so much for you. I know it’s hard. I’ve been so tired from just trying to get on with daily things that I feel everyone can do that I can’t jeep up with. I’ve been too tired to even come online. I understand. Please just take the night to think about it
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The neighbors the medicine illness. I hope I wake up tomorrow I hope I feel different. Can caffeine mess with your illness? I’ve got a cold coffee and I don’t want to waste it. I’m calming down the hydroxyzine at least
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My Bella is sleeping in my lap. She’s a wonderful beautiful kitty. I remember the day I brought her home.
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How did you get Bella? Can you please tell me her story?
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@roxanna are you still taking your meds??? I wish you would stabilize, you are wearing me out with worry about your fixation on the bridge !! please stay safe.
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I’m still taking my meds. The pdoc agreed to let me take them all at night so I would not take em during the day and be restless.
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Bella was four months old I think she rubbed against my mom’s leg and mom brought her home. She called me and I came and got her. At first she would run up trees. She took to being an inside really well. We hadn’t named her yet. My bf agreed on Bella because of belle from I forgot what movie to name her. She’s a dwarf cat she’s two right now. She didn’t grow very much. I love her and Nico like I had them as weird as that sounds.
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It doesn’t sound weird at all. My dog is my baby, and I have three human children! She is 10, and her breed only lives to be around 12. I don’t know what I’ll do if something happens to her.
How old is Bella now?
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Two going on three or so October
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Is she the kitty in your picture? If so, she is lovely!
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When I was in college, there was a paper bag on my window sill and at first glance, I thought it was my cat from home. I was so homesick for him. College isn’t nirvana.
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Yeah that’s Bella.thx
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Upstairs neighbor called me bitch. This getting old.
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