I looked at my current writing assignment and felt overwhelmed. I have to re-write an excerpt. I will think about it. I started my other course and have too much to finish by Monday.
I’m going to attend an online open house for the grad school that I’m interested in applying. I am hoping to ask questions if they allow me. It is tonight.
I worked this morning again. Waking up and being present online is in itself half the task. Teaching is the other half. I do like teaching.
I am tired most of the time. I don’t do much though. Working online is not that hard. But, my schedule is difficult.
I will see how the open house goes tonight. I hope to be informed and excited afterwards.
I have much to do but feel apathetic. I force myself to finish my tasks. I don’t want to wake up early each morning. But, I need to eat and survive. I can’t qualify for disability so I don’t have any other option but to work. Life sucks at times. I’m on my own minding my business and working. I wish I could just do what interests me. I need money though to pursue my interests. It is a vicious circle of working and pursuing my interests versus not working and not surviving. I sometimes hate this daily routine. Yet, I hold on and try to hang in there.
“Nothing in life that’s worth anything is easy.” -President Barack Obama
I keep this quote in mind.
“If you’re walking down the right path and you’re willing to keep walking, eventually you’ll make progress.”-President Barack Obama
I keep this quote in my heart.
I hope to make progress- continue working and pursuing my goals.
I am grateful despite my failures and setbacks. I have come a long way. I was destitute once. I always keep this in mind to remind myself how far I’ve come.