then where the hell is it?
I’ve been trying so hard to stay grounded in objective reality. it really is a battle.
it’s really hard when Twilight Zone type ■■■■ happens to you and you experience phenomenon so strange.
My head is still attached somehow. I’m on a quest to find objective reality. let me know what direction it’s in if you know.
I won’t stop until I find it.
people don’t know what it’s like to be ungrounded and uprooted. to see energy flying all around you and encompassing your field of vision, to get vibrations and senses and impressions. it’s beautiful but it’s hell. I hate it. it’s not REAL. it’s immaterial.