I used to have erotomania about Haley Williams, the singer from the band Paramore. I thought she was watching me. It wasn’t a pleasant feeling, it was disturbing. I still find her ridiculously attractive, I just dont think shes watching me. Go Geodon!
I also smoked pot a couple times when I was drunk and unmedicated (my friends do a little pot now and then) and this one time I could feel pornstars watching me. That was really disturbing and also pretty embarrassing. Then I started to hear them and I was like “so nope” and just smoked cigarettes and listened to slipknot. I thought my mind was subconsciously fixated on sex so I tried to change the channel to aggression by listening to metal. It sort of worked for a while.
Meanwhile my friends were like “are you ok? Youre very quiet” and I was just like “sure, im fine” and drank more and fell asleep.
But then I was glad to wake up to normal psychosis the next morning, just paranoia and auditories.
But now I am on meds.