everybody is busy 
2 Likes
@Jonnybegood are you still rapping ?
Why dont u try the yellow pages
1 Like
what do you mean ?
Nope I gave up ■■■■ it it was just a delusion and I’m sick of it anyways. I just listen to classic rock music now
1 Like
ok do you do something creative anyways ? 
jsut talking
I’m trying to get into gardening I guess
1 Like
why do you like flowers and trees ?
1 Like
Yes I like everything besides humanity…
1 Like
ow you so negative… alter your perspectrive of the planet and it will change 
or just try
I want to have friends too.
The people I have met lately are so power crazed and think they are all superior to me.
There not my type of people.
In fact I have difficulties standing being around them even short times.
My bf friends …etc
I had friends and my heart would bubble of affection towards them.i loved them so much.
They were funny and they were kind to me .
I had some friends that hung out with people that bullied me n called me ugly who## retard with hate, gave me butts n piss to drink and broke my heart how cruel they were hurt so much I was depressed etc but a few of the girls I thought were nice it was mainly the boys that were nasty and I never had a bf and all the girls had bf except for me n being in a room alone where it was then making out with their bf and me all alone amount them.
One boy said he thought I was pretty he stood up to a big gang of boys who all said I’m ugly n said he thinks I’m pretty.he lived further away n hung with other people.
I want friends, but I don’t have anything to say to people. I spent my whole life talking to people and now after psychosis I’m practically a mute.
I can get mute too.
Specially at dinners .
Dinners with people can be very painful for me .
I had friends in high school that hung out with guys that bullied me.
In college they were much nicer but I was a bad girl drinking alcohol n it was such a good school I regret not attending more and trying harder.donething destructive was in me.
I think one can hang out with people in silence.
And be comfortable with that.
1 Like
Funny but I don’t want friends.
People burn me out.
This topic was automatically closed 14 days after the last reply. New replies are no longer allowed.