I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have posted this. I’m tired and angry. I will regret this tomorrow.
Don’t play around with those damned things! Opiates are extremely addictive. This is your mulligan.
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It’s ok that you posted it. You’re frustrated and wanted a sympathetic ear. That’s what this forum is about.
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I’ve been on them since June. This is why my doctor has prescribed these new meds. I have to get off the opioids. I know that.
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Since that information wasn’t available, I went with what I had. Hope you feel better!
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Euthanasia based on sz is not an option. Sorry.
You didn’t say anything inappropriate. You’re just venting and asking for help and sympathy. Absolutely nothing wrong with that; lots of people do it. I think you’re a good person and I don’t think any less of you.
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I think you seriously, seriously have to guard against becoming addicted. Being an addict myself, I know being addicted to any drug is it’s own kind of hell.
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@anon78876561 you deserve support right now. You deserve to share your pain amd have all of us band together to lift you back up. Community isn’t just about helping others. It is also about asking for help when you’re the one who needs it.
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I no, I understand. I’ve been on opioids since June. It’s been rough. I’m aware of the risk. The doctors are trying so many treatments so that I can stop taking them. I don’t want this life, either. I’ve never even smoked or drank in my entire life. I don’t want that road.
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I hope things get better for you, sounds incredibly difficult atm
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I wanna see you turn this around and find some happiness please stay with us
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There’s no reason for you to be in pain.
Get your husband to break down that doctor’s door tomorrow…barge in…and demand that you be prescribed proper pain medication.
The squeaky wheel gets oiled in the heath care field. Doctors and nurses become inured to patient’s claims of pain. You have to stand up for yourself, or find an advocate who will stand up for you.
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It’s good you understand. Just remember: no one sets out to be an addict. But it could happen to the people you would least suspect.
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Thank you all for the support tonight @77nick77 @anon83141956 @Bowens @anon39054230 @Ninjastar @anon40540444
I needed support tonight. Thank you so much.
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Hey. I hear you. I’ve been there. Sadly, I am also suffering from a genetic disorder that is torturing my body. I have thought about ending my life too. But I want to live longer so that I could see a cure in my lifetime. I want to raise awareness. There are people who love you and who adore you. Your life is worth it despite the limitations you face through your physical disease. I know pain and physical symptoms are hard, but your life is precious and your pain does not define you.
I’m also a synestheste so I hope that my neurological condition helps me to feel your pain in some degrees.
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Oh I’m so sorry @anon78876561
May God bless you.
I’ll be praying for you.
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Send good vibes your way @anon78876561 There is hope that you get good medical treatment.
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So sad to hear the news of your predicament. I send all my love and the wish for healing power your way.
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Can you stay busy? When you are doing something it gets better and then after maybe you feel better. Or if you have company to talk with you don’t think so much. With me these periods don’t last so long. Or are you having these thoughts for long stretches of time? Then I don’t know how to help you…
Also you ran out of narcotics, it’s normal that you feel bad. Everything will come in 100x… Just hold on till you get your refill or till your over the withdrawals. I can’t imagine coming of and being in physical pain at the same time…
Hang in there. And hold on for your life 
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