I just want to tell others, right now, that if you don’t care about me don’t act like you care.
No one cares. Not a single person on this earth cares.
People are bitter, agonized, angry, mean ■■■■■■■■ who want to inflict pain on others.
People are evil.
NO one cares. People are evil. Mistakes are bad.
I think people are nice. It’s just they usually reserve that niceness for their family and friends. People treat people they don’t know with little if any regard. Something I’ve learned living in a place where small homes in packed neighborhoods by the freeway sell for a million dollars, while many homeless wander the street.
The world is filled with evil. I’m done with society. But I appreciate you telling me that there is some kind of love in this world.
Society does suck, in many respects.
You and I, as students of Sociology, know very well just how much of an impact society at large can have on the way in which we perceive ourselves and how we live our lives.
I think that realizing that society isn’t all it’s cracked up to be is the first step in undoing the damage caused to your self-perception.
But on a micro scale, there are still kind-hearted people who care about one another and see the best in each other.
Writing everyone off as simply homogeneous components of a flawed system will cause you more pain in the long run-- there is still plenty of good in others who care.
You just reminded me of micro-level analysis, which I wrote a small essay on. The relationship between a person to person. But I don’t have that kind of relationship nonetheless and I will most likely die alone or live in isolation.
People around me act like they care. But in reality, they don’t. They don’t give a ■■■■.
What are some ways they could show you they care?
I know it’s pretty rocky regarding mental illness and your relationship with your mother.
Do you want to live like that? You’re literally trying to manifest this by putting up that bs defense.
Yes there are a lot of a-holes in this world. Way too many. But there are also a lot of genuinely good and caring people in the world.
I want to live a happy life. But in truth, I’ve lost all support system and I’m basically left alone. It’s the truth. I don’t have a meaningful in-person relationship in my life right now. I’m completely isolated. So it doesn’t make sense to me when people say that my life matters or that I am loved because I am not.
My mother is a nice person but she is very unsupportive when it comes to my mental illness. Otherwise we have a good relationship.
I just feel like my life is a mistake.
Your life is far from a mistake, @anon10648258.
I hope that by detaching yourself from societal views a bit, you’ll start to heal from the pain caused by the heavy stigma in your country.
You might not be able to change the way in which your mother addresses your mental illness, but you can practice acts of self-kindness and self-compassion.
Little steps at a time.
Wishing you well 
I don’t deserve love because others don’t believe in it. I don’t matter.
I meet many nice people. Most people at work are polite, respectful and pleasant to me. And I return it.
There are a few jerks but I figure it’s just life that I am going to get fu*ked with a little at some points during the day. And I try to return that too. I realize I can’t win all the time and just knowing that sure eases the burden.
I like to say, “Life isn’t a sprint, it’s a marathon.” And my time will come.
Even if others don’t u got to love yourself. Why u gonna be so mean to yourself for.
I don’t know if anyone truly loves me for who I am but I still love myself, at least try to.
Loving yourself increases the chance that some1 else can love u, not guarantee, but increase the chance.
I want to freely love other people rather than love myself because I don’t matter.
I don’t want to be hurt anymore by getting into relationships with people.
I’ve rarely seen good people around me except a few people on this forum that I know personally.
Most people have ditched, hurt, or abandoned me. Also the society hates me because I’m disabled.
No one will ever love me. And I deserve to be spit at and be hated. I ■■■■■■■ hate myself.
There is No Reason to Think You Deserve Cruel Punishment For Being Above The Rest
Sorry to Inform
That is, Unless You Go Out of Your Way to Live With Willful Ignorance
Have a Nice Day @anon10648258
Sincerely,
Nosferatu Bat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
Why do u deserve to be spit at and hated?
Because I’m disgusting and unloveable?
Why is that?
