Now you are just gaslighting us. What if you are wrong, what then?
listen…it’s a common delusion…all of you guys that hear your neighbors talking about you…yelling “psychosis” all that ■■■■ is delusional…it’s not true, ask your pdoc what he thinks.
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If you can get a cheap old smartphone you can set it up as a security cam. You might be surprised, or maybe the cam being there will quiet people down.
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There is no point in talking this further. You don’t believe me. I understand you! Who would?? But the human nature is awful. How they behave!
No I want to put up a real camera (which people can’t see) and record the harassment.
I used to be resentful cause everyone had it so good compared to me having schizophrenia. I’ve kinda gotten over that and have accepted it to a degree. I feel settled in for the most part.
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I think that’s just like 10 bucks online for a tiny one. Hope you get feeling better.
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Pretty much the same, kind of still am. working on forgetting about it and not thinking about it or letting it get me down
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For a number of years I felt I was a plague upon humanity for having schizophrenia. In my mind it was better for me to just die off. There were times in which I considered suicide. It felt as if I was a defective human being. It did not help that after the official diagnosis and onset of the illness, many people I considered friends distanced themselves from me. I guess it is something that happens as one grows older anyway but I mean from one week to the next, some people just ghosted me (before I even knew what that was).
There were times I felt mad at my father for bringing me into the world. Part of me felt it was a curse for something he had done.
I don’t really think about it anymore. I do think my life will be horrible once my parents pass away. It scares me. That is a different topic though.
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