I took one klonopin this evening and i think that i felt my soul for the first time of my life

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I think with my combo of meds and the klonopin of this evening I felt my soul, maybe this were my emotions… maybe it was the normal state of my human being wow… but Idk, I was so ill for so long that it will be tough still… my happiness wont come maybe like this…
otherwise, I guess sz is hell yes…especially when you have some debilitating symptoms…
and honestly, my mom is already really tough with me. she says always that ill never be happy…

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Klonopin definitely helps to ease my anxiety and makes me feel a whole lot better…though I’m careful not to take it every day.

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I’ve been taking a benzo (alprazolam) since 1989. It help with my paranoia and calms me. Needless to say I’m dependent on it.

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I felt my soul only for 15 minutes with the benzo. yeah, I would like not to take benzos in order to live. its the hick…

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ive always considered the benzos more dangerous… they can change my personality in long term more than aps I find. they are more abusive I find,no?

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I’m glad you found something that helps. Just be careful with klonopin. It can be addictive. Only take it the way your doctor tells you to.

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ok, ill see what ill do but I guess the benzos wont get me out of my house still… I ve lived too much in loneliness for the past years, I got used to it

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I don’t find benzos abuseable they just make me tired if I take too much. I stick with the dose.

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ok @Ninjastar, thanks. my pdoc was giving me one klonopin per day (0,5mg)

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Like samp says, it should be safe if you take it exactly as directed.

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your problem is anxiety, you have panic attacks?

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I have anger issues as well as the anxiety… after one klonopin I even start to think better. plus, it helps a bit to feel positive emotions you know, Idk if its strange…

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samp, I sometimes think that I dont go out because of lack of emotions…I dont see the point to go out like this… but otherwise I have fears also, yes… ill check my doc soon, ill see but I believe less and less in meds for me…I know I am ill but this doc only wants to change my ap. plus, I am not quite sure whats happening with me and the docs doesn’t always understand me good. they just are putting me on their ■■■■…