Of feeling like meds cause me to be convinced I’m not dead… She thought it was a positive thing.
Well guess what. I just threw together a drawing in 2 hrs and doesn’t feel like it came from me. This isn’t reality. This is death. Her ignoring my delusion made me worse cause I felt stable, I’m sure it wasn’t her intention as she doesn’t know me but I just keep having reoccurring dreams and this doesn’t feel like reality. I should have never mentioned it cause it made me worse… I want to see people from my past. I have abandonment issues.