Not believing in head honcho yet believing in spirits and other deities is contradictory. If there is no ‘boss’ is one thing, but to believe in others but that isn’t the deifinition of atheism.
With sz it is possible that the phenomena of the unknown is mixed up with these occultist beliefs as a way to cope with the unknown, like unexplainable hallucinations (like the 6th sense one you previously mentioned.)
Could it be that the scientific definition of the hallucination could be grasped more definitely rather than spiral into these occultist thoughts you have been having?
I only mean to suggest that you could help yourself by grounding yourself with the empirical definition you provided yourself only a few days ago.
Stick with the science @everhopeful and you’ll be fine!
It was my understanding of occultism that was flawed.
I thought occultism was underpinned by belief in a god or gods.
Apparently, animism, energy manipulation, psychological and cognitive biases, and cultural and historical (folklore) mean that occultism beliefs doesn’t predicate a need for a god/s.
So energies and their ilk seem to be your main problem at the moment @everhopeful ?
Many therapists suggest to their patients to try to look back over the past week to try to identify triggers. Generally speaking, I think that’s helpful, but I wouldn’t analyze things too much because you may go right back to those negative feelings.
Again, I’m glad that you’re feeling better, and I’m also glad that you’re able to express your feelings.