Im trying to get hold of my mental health team. I called them on Tuesday but no response.
I’m thinking to go private…
My thoughts race on one topic constantly.
I’m tired of this, it’s mentally and psychically draining.
I’m also depressed even though I’m sleeping (kinda ok) but don’t feel rested
I’m eating ok.
I’m just feeling constant negativity , difficulty concentrating , hard time distracting myself to other topics because I’m not paying attention when someone talks to me.
I can’t pull myself out.
It helps knowing this is my fault at work though that I can’t stick to a damn job …
But now I feel guilty I complained about the supervisor.
No one is allowed to get benzos where I go. I wonder if you could try something that’s not addictive. If benzos are all that help you I totally get it. I just know I have really high anxiety and have to get by without benzos.