For about a week now things have been feeling off and then maybe yesterday or the day before I can’t really keep track of the days I heard on the radio about how mountains are dissolving and the oceans are disappearing, too. But now I’m scared I’m disappearing. Like, maybe that’s what’s going on this whole time and that’s why I can’t walk? Why I can’t feel my legs anymore. Maybe my nerves and muscles are dissolving just like the mountains. Maybe I should call the hospital and ask if this is a thing they’re seeing a lot of? I guess they can’t really tell me that since hipaa regulations. Maybe call the newspaper? See if they know anything else that’s connected?
Have any of you noticed things disappearing or anything? I can’t seem to find much about it so I’m hoping it’s not a big problem yet but then again maybe they’re trying to hide it for some reason? Maybe that’s why the Artemis program is such a big thing now? I don’t know. This is all confusing me.
I don’t know why I’m posting this. I just need you to tell me if I’m gone. Because I feel like everyone is lying to me. But I rescheduled my pdoc appointment from next Friday to tomorrow because I’ve been wrong before. I just really ■■■■■■■ hate how sure I am that this is real.
No, I mean I think my nerves and muscles and legs are disappearing. Like, maybe that’s why I can’t walk anymore. Can’t feel my feet or legs or whatever. It keeps moving up progressively. Maybe it’s the same as the mountains
I would assume it takes millions of years for mountains to disappear. I would also assume there is a medical explanation for why you are in a wheelchair. Things don’t disappear to other dimensions if that is what you are implying.
I just had the MRI with contrast of my lumbar spine this morning. Should get results posted online by tomorrow evening. Butt not really. Ignoring the feelings of my tissues dissolving and disappearing, I’m strongly suspecting pretty significant lumbar spinal stenosis since that’s what’s going on in my cervical spine