I guess I never discovered my sexuality… I never enjoyed it either…
But its complicated, yeap. I am not even sure, that I am a heterosexual lol…
Could it be a reason to become a schizophrenic? Well, maybe my parents were too hard on many things… I guess my country is hard too for the gay community…
But yeah, I think of my sexuality, but I remain paranoid lol…
I hope, that i’ll do it one day 
For the meds, well, they are tough too.
But now, just thinking of this…
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There is a higher incidence of mental illness in the lgbt community, due to the amount of stigma and hatred we face daily.
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Oh yeah, I guess you are right…
But my parents were tough too. My country is dangerous I guess. I was a bit too naïve before, derealizated too I guess if it’s the word…
In a way, I said ‘‘f***’’ to everything, but still fighting the paranoia and the negatives and the depression…
Ok, I hear your message, thank you .
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Its sad how ill I am… 
I tried for years to fight and I was just living in hell…
sexual attraction really isn’t about sex… you know start with how people make you feel.
The real deal will be impossible to ignore… just don’t beat yourself if you’re not able to get it
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meds will help you more clear about it because you were too delusional when u’re ill and u won’t be able to figure it out in such a chaotic brain
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I would certainly hope in 2019
that homosexuality isn’t considered mental illness anymore
everyone might have a little bi in them
personally, I’ve never gotten it on with a woman
I’ve been propositioned though.
Homosexuality is not a mental illness at all, yes!.. I never believed it. But there were people being destroyed because of this…
Because I am ill since forever, I never didn’t discover my whole sexuality. And I looked to women too in fact… There can be something here as well tbh…
My country is very hard for the lgbt community, plus my family too. Its not that my mother is against the lgbt, but she thinks its a pain for everybody 
…
Ill see, I need to calm down my paranoia, yeap. Only mi sister remains quite liberal in fact,lol.
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