Also I’ve heard of the dunning Kruger affect so I guess I’m the worlds biggest genius 
in other words im the worlds biggest idiot
I looked up lamictal and supposedly it’s ONLY for bipolar disorder not clinical depression idk it’s the one that has helped keep me alive for years
I non stop get these kind of thoughts!!
Than I have an idea (from time to time) that I am waay smarter than most ppl.
And both, being superior or inferior for me are incorrect. Though we are different, I try to have this idealistic idea we still are unique but equal.
Probably you experience depression. I don’t think you are stupid. I bet no one here thinks that: your brain simply tries you to convince into thinking that way.
I also and I don’t wanna offend anybody but i thought all mental illnesses were fake and I was “cured of all my illnesses” I’m sorry I understand I might very well be getting on peoples nerves
@AwesomeFisherman I also thought mental illnesses are not accurate and fake.
You’re normal, accept that. Everything is alright!
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Thanks @anon8411913 i am just having a incredibly hard time but venting it out is helping it’s very helpful saying what’s on my mind
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It’s good you’re saying what you think!
I wish you the best.
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Everyones clever at some things - and a bit daft in others.
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No body can make you feel inferior without your consent.
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Someone needs to inform my wife of this.
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Honestly I’m starting to feel better I know I’m a good person however it’s been a rollercoaster for awhile now thanks everybody
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You do seem very manic.
Yeah I was for one day and I was pissing my brother off and I was talking to my parents and they were getting pissed I’m feeling better now I was watching comedy and it helps a lot I feel ok now plus all my meds are specifically for bipolar and schizophrenia so basically i probably most likely have both
I’m so f*cking glad nobody or very few people read my ramblings while I was manic
It’s like I try not to show how I get while manic but occasionally I can’t hide it
I’m sorry if I set you off by something I posted @AwesomeFisherman
Don’t worry I feel better it’s just my mood has been up and down a lot recently I had to get one of the mods close and unlist one of my embarrassing manic posts I’m 
better rn not manic nor depressed it’s ok dw @Bowens
You don’t seem stupid to me @AwesomeFisherman
You are being very hard on yourself
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Many get these thoughts, thinking maybe they are the only one with a particular problem, but they are not. I have a sex problem thinking I was about the only one, but then I discovers SAA(sex addicts anonymous). There are thousands attending those meetings. And a speaker said if everyone was there who needed to be there they would fill up hyde park multiple times. In my case the first step is to admit you have a problem, but take comfort you are not alone.
I’m a bit thick myself so I wouldn’t worry about it @AwesomeFisherman life is not an intelligence competition.
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