So I'm just sitting here

I really messed up my brain. I could say that. That’s what the evidence points too. Do you think? Is that what i t means ? that I messed up taking my medication and this is the result? Is there no other way of explaining it? No other logical conclusion to be drawn from the memories in this brain and the facts of my supports and situation papers that I have, like incapacitation papers if someone asked what happened and I start to explain, is it always going to lead to the same result. Oh so you were non compliant and now you have problems. And so on and so forth
Keep learning and that’s what you will learn about me right. Is that the truth? Is that my situation? Is there no way out of this. All arrows point to a guy that ■■■■■■ up

All those arrows pointing at me. I could go on describing this in interesting ways but this is what you will learn if you want to know about me. There is no escape

Seriously. Do you know what i live with. With this evidence. I’m a marked man. In a black hole. Its true

So anyway. That is me garbled. And what I live with
Anybody have anything to tell me when you hear this.

Get out of this thinking and live right? Its impossible to leave my situation.

Maybe some of you are in the same black hole.
It makes me angry at at my sister’s. Because that’s what they think. I ■■■■■■ up

Do you guys understand this?
Nobody probably wants to talk about this. But this is what I live with. This is where I live. No way out

Hi everybody. Its me @Garbled
I have damaged processing. Brain damage. It sucks

I think I’ll make a tea now. If anybody wants to say something. I don’t mind. Just please try not to be nasty to me. That just stings my soul within my damaged brain

That will do it. Suggestion would be re-continue the meds and see doctor asap. Most folk around here learn pretty quickly the problems with stopping or mixing up your dosages of meds.

Yup I did it. Somehow. I didn’t know what I was doing. Or something like that. Lol. I don’t even know why.

Why isn’t the issue. The issue is that you need to get back on the meds and sort out your treatment. Worry about the why later when your on a more even keel. Your posts have been increasingly all over the place and not making sense. I would suggest you seek treatment before posting more on the forums.

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I’m already on meds. But yeah you can tell a little by my posts. I have issues. But it doesn’t matter to me anymore. I can’t be fixed. No way of sounding happy. Lol. I just like to talk. Makes me feel like I’m functioning. This is nice.

Your not making much sense. You’ve said you messed up your meds and honestly your talking like your drinking or on drugs. It’s not cool and I can’t sit around all night policing your postings when your feeling happy and not making much sense. You will get the night off from now so please respect the rules of the place and get on your meds or give up the drink/drugs.

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