Last night I couldn’t get the thought out of my head of taking all of my benzos and washing them down with alcohol.
I tend to be bombarded with intrusive thoughts of suicide when I’m overwhelmed and I know this but it’s still off putting. I had a very stressful day today. I need to just sleep. I don’t know what to do with myself.
Be careful of suicidal ideation, as it could be caused by your AP. If that continues, switch AP immediately. I had suicidal ideation on Risperdal for what it’s worth.
HUGS!! These videos often help me. I also do free tarot and angel readings for people.
love and light 
Hmm I’ll look out for it but considering I experience suicidal ideation often anyways I’m not sure how I’ll know whether it’s medication derived or not!