I’m pretty much in denial to my care team that I haven’t got schizoaffective disorder. I honestly don’t think I have it. I started to tell my care team I have faked everything which I believe I must of done because I can’t find acceptance that I have it. I think this just concretes to them I actually have it. I have tried but keeping coming up with I either faked it or my pdoc has in prisoned me with this diagnoses to keep me drugged up on my depot. I don’t feel like the person they say I am when I’m supposedly ill?
Does thinking your not ill contribute as a delusion?
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Bob when are u travelling to india…???
Yes it does.
Based on some of the things I’ve seen you write here, I agree with your mental health team.
I don’t know how to find it, but you’ve written some strange and violent things.
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8th December to 8th January. Going to Kerala.
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Its hot there…!!! Are u going to have ayurvedic medication…!!
Yes far cry…
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Then say that you have it. 
I think nobody wants to be diagnosed with a mental or emotional disorder. I wouldn’t choose to have sz, that’s for sure. I’m in denial about it a lot of the time. But then, we don’t have to think about being ill all the time, either. It’s good to get our minds off of it, yes?
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