I feel like last time I went there for advice I didn’t really get good advice and I came away thinking I could drink even more and carry on the way I have been.
I decided to officially refer myself there and tomorrow I have another meeting with them. I think it’s a different person this time so hopefully something productive comes out of it.
I don’t feel I can stop drinking on my own. And I feel I need the alcohol. It needs to stop. I need the support.