So, I used to have ‘problems’ with knives before I started meds. Like it was an motor impulse to pick up a knife and stab someone. Nothing cognitive about it.
Thankfully nothing ever happened and now I’m pretty tame on meds.
Anyone else have ‘impulses’ like that?
I haven’t seriously considered not taking meds since I started reading this forum.
There’s just too many horror stories out there.
I am also glad that I didnt injure or kill somebody and I would have probably done it if I continued to not take my meds. I was suicidal at the same time too. Also glad that it was only with my family, if I threatened a stranger I would probably be in prison now or mental hospital for criminals permanently.
I have violent thoughts off meds but I’ve never acted on them. In general I have a problem with pedophiles and feel hostile against them and if I ever snapped it would be against one of them I think.
i liked knives and swords. i had quite a few but one time the voices told me the cut open my neighbour who was visiting and i was in the hallway with a knife and my mum caught me so since then my pdoc made them put away all my knives and swords so i wouldn’t know where they are.
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