I’m angry!

I only make 560 from disability and I had expressed to my mom how taking 140 for electricity bill takes a good amount from it she starts getting combative and acting like a total ■■■■■■■ ■■■■■ so I’m not gonna lie I got combative to it’s not like I told her I won’t pay I even asked if I can split with my brother but she’s already taking from his for food etc I hate how I can’t say the ■■■■■■■ truth and I hate my ex but I miss him and ughhhh I’m not unstable but I feel like I lack empathy a bit rn and just mad I just heard my mind say out loud ■■■■■ I find that comical I’d rather be manic then deal with ■■■■ right now but I’m not and I can’t stand it

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I hear ya. Disability often pays so little people don’t believe you. They just assume your not telling the full story. I’ve had alot of times that my parents were grasping for straws trying to figure out my mental health. Not realizing I was just being up front. When I first applied for disability I was denied. So of course people now start to think your not. Like we need to be encouraged to stop taking meds! Thankfully with a lawyer and a good doctor later got approved.

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I’m happy that they approved you and it’s ridiculous how much you can make from disability not much to live off of but I disagree with your statement on needing to be encouraged to stop taking meds though. if it’s helping why stop them and if they arnt working a med switch is a good idea if that’s what you meant tho idk if I misunderstand

That’s a lot for electricity!? I pay about 40-50$ a month.

Are the prices that high in US??

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Hm I actually don’t know it’s that’s around like the average amount in the US but it is very high

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