i am at a crossroads when it comes to my weight. i don’t know if i want to stay the same size or put on muscle. on the one hand, being smaller has it’s advantages like not needing as much food each day and saving money on groceries. on the other hand, it would really serve me to put on some strength and muscle for work purposes, and to have a more asthetic physique.
anyways now that im on meds, i can put on weight easy if i want to. 2000 to 2300 calories a day and i will go back up to 160 pounds or so. right now im about 147 pounds. i remember when i was in my early 20’s i got back into weight lifting and trying to bulk up and i ate so much. all day i was fueling myself with protein packed meals and was eating 3200 calories. i only got up to 155 pounds but added a lot of strength. that was one of the things that turned me off from amateur bodybuilding is i felt like i would be glutton trying to add weight. plus think of all the time spent in the bathroom. but with these meds i can still eat modestly and put on weight.
if i do put on weight, im thinking a good weight for me would be anywhere from 155 pounds to 175 pounds. i want to build, big strong legs and lower half, but on my upper body, just add a little size. im pretty content with my upper body as it is. that’s the thing with alot of young lifters, is they emphasize their beach muscles with the upper body and neglect their legs. i kind of want to be the opposite. so i don’t know what my weight would be if i build my legs up. i wouldn’t appear that big i don’t think.
so anyways that is what im thinking about right now. when i start working i may spend more money on food and spend my free time working out, but at the moment im content to be small.