I keep going back and forth on my decisions every day

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Every day for a while now I’ve been unsubscribing from all the YouTube channels I subscribed to and unfollowing everyone on Instagram then a little while later I’ll follow everyone again and resubscribe to the YouTube channels I unsubscribed from. I also keep deleting the Discourse Hub app I use this forum on then later I’ll redownload it.

I can’t really get too specific about why I do this because it’s against the rules but I know I need to make up my mind already. I’ve been doing this for months, since last year.

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Sounds like mood issues.

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If it’s from delusions or paranoia, you might want to ask your pdoc if you can tweak your meds a little. It might help. Doesn’t hurt to at least try

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It could possibly be at least a little delusional with some paranoia. I wish I could talk about it but it’s against the rules. The problem with telling my psychiatrists is I’m already on the max dose of both of my meds and my dad doesn’t want me to change meds.

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But it sounds like your meds might not be stabilizing you enough. Can you talk to your pdoc and then have the pdoc talk to your dad?

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I could talk to my psychiatrists about a few of my possible delusions but they both already told me years ago they want me to take Invega Trinza for the rest of my life so I don’t know if they’d change my meds because of a few possible delusions or unusual beliefs.

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Sounds like a trait of OCD i use to do this before schizophrenia

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I’ve wondered if I have OCD but I’ve never been diagnosed with it.

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It sounds like something cognitive that a trained professional can detect and treat. don’t lose hope, it could be as simple as adjusting a few thought patterns or medication.

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I do this all the time and don’t know why. I’ve just grown used to it by now. I’ve deleted like 20 music playlists over the years, then I would make a new one of the same songs.

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Are you feeling indecisive and doing it because you want to make changes in your life but not sure where to start? It seems like this a bit and maybe worried about revealing things about yourself online?

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I do want to make some changes in my life but if I did I’d be really really bored like even more bored than usual and I don’t want that. I do have fears that my enemies will find me online but that hasn’t ever happened as far as I know.

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Yes and the reason i asked you was because i suspected because i am similar to you sometimes in that way. I write things down and that helps
But i hope you stick around here because having things in common with other mentally ill people is good to relate and share a bit. Were all anonymous here as long as there aren’t loads of selfies. Your okay @anon21675834 i like you

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Thanks @anon29983254. This is a good place. I don’t know if there are other schizophrenics in my mental health team I can talk to so it’s nice to be able to come here and see how people are doing.

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Yes i understand me too. Im just chilling watching tv and ive been losing a bit of weight since metformin doubled for diabetes. Im not sure how much weight im going to lose. I guess its healthier trying to get down to a normal weight. It feels strange because i have found it so difficult for years but now im finding it easier for now. Ugh ive got a lot of weight on me anyway

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I take Metformin for diabetes too. I lost some weight but gained some back.

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