Im fed up with it. I hate feeling paranoid all the time scared to leave my house
please tell your psychiatrist how you feel…he or she can help you feel better.
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I can relate. I used to not go out before too. I had a fear something would fall from a tall builiding and kill me.
In the end it’s dangerous to be alive, but the odds of certain things to happen is extremely low I realized. I think it has helped me to get older in a way too. It’s like I’ve come to terms with death, and it doesen’t scare me like it used to.
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I just feel like a target tbh
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There’s no reason you should be. Just try to be nice to people and usually they are kind in return is my experience. Even if you feel “off” that doesen’t mean people are after you. But yeah, if you can talk to your health team about this, it’s a good way to process it I would think.
dying to have a new life is really taking a big gamble.
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You could just start living the life you have right now.
I feel the same sometimes. Life gets better tho. I find there’s ups and downs.
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It’s exhausting stuff.
I actually felt a bit that way last week.
I was suffering too much it was unbearable and I was too fed up with being bully vibes and also when they are fake n pretend to be fair while cheating n lying n stealing etc
I felt so alone and hated and that so many out to destroy me.
Thankfully after a week I now feel better also because I got to see my lovely dr who helps me and also because i decided microwave meals will help me cope so i don’t have to cook every day.
Hope you feel better soon and more optimistic in your thoughts.
Do talk to your dr and ask for help n support.
Try to get some sleep too.
Can you plan something special to look forward to?
A delicious dinner or a visit to movies or a massage…
I understand when one doesn’t feel well those things are too difficult to do too …
Maybe do something kind for yourself.
Hang in there!
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It WILL get better… Just move towards the sun 
Sounds stupid but I also know how u feel. There were times I had no reason for anything including living but the thing i learning is u don’t know the future…
Don’t loose your future… It might be better.
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