She left me and I need someone to h elp me to get out off this place 
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Confused. She left you after your diagnosis?
Yes, when doctors give me diagnoze. And most problem is from her when she told me that is she pregnant, but she lied. She killed me and i dont have life here becouse everbody kiding me, smile at me or something ike that
I would say this girl doesn’t deserve you. I tell you what my brother told me - what if you get married and have children and THEN you get diagnosed and then the person leaves you?This is not a good person! This diagnose is just as bad as a physical diagnose. It’s really not nice of her. Sorry.
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Thank you for this man, my life is destroyes and i don’t have here perspective. I must live this and begin life somewere were people don’t know me becouse I live in small town were everone knows everone…
Step 1 for the future never tell anyone about having sz
I’m try to find dctors who is interesteds to experient with me, my life is destroyes. That is my real chans to servave…
Moonwalker, I was just going to tell someone about my sz and a very close person, who knows, stopped me. She told me enough people know. It’s such an isolation!
mirzakunic, I am a woman actually, but I am an artist. And as I know Van Gogh was most probably mentally ill and had his brother helping him, I find myself in the same situation
I know how you feel. I live in a big city but my last psychosis lasted for months so I humiliated myself everywhere including in front of the Government…But you know what - ppl are too busy with their lives. Someone I spoke stupid things before mocked at me yesterday “here’s the crazy one”. I felt bad but you know what? It’s bad for them, not for me! So many people suffer mental illness and they don’t go check themselves, at least I had the courage and I take my medication and I feel so much better. There is another thing I can tell you “Act in a way so people don’t believe rumors about you”. You seem fine now, you try to open up yourself and I believe this forum is a safe environment. You know I hated this word “schizophrenia” - it’s so overused. In most horror movies the bad guy is a schizophrenic who stopped his/her pills. But now I am beyond that since I found out that the word comes from Greek and means something like “pain of the soul”.
Give yourself time. I am doing the same. I would also like to disappear somewhere but I will be caring my intrusive memories. Plus people now are confused as they see me react in a different way. They were never my friends on the first place.
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