because social services stealing my money and straight away I think about microchips in my armpit which I haven’t thought about since my increase of Invega. I find myself thinking about microchips a lot but it’s bad thinking about them as I seriously harmed myself cutting them out last time.
Because I have been well for so long I think I haven’t got a MH illness. I’m thinking about cancelling my vacation in 8 weeks time. I’m stressed as they have closed my second bank account and now I feel anxious to go aboard with just one bank card, what if I lose it? They are out to get me I’m feel.
I won’t be able to get refund on flights. Possible insurance yes?
My community nurse tells me my benefits will be safe as they don’t want me to relapses but this deputyship who manages my money at social services closed my second bank account which is no-commission cash withdrawals abroad plus he stopped the £50 every 4 weeks they were paying into that account. I only get £560 every 4 weeks now personal allowance which mean my shopping money.
I can be trusted to travel to Sri Lanka for 27 days with budget of £3500 yet I can’t be trusted with a second bank account with no access to overdraft.
I’m going to kick off. Screw this holiday. I need another capacity assessment to have my money paid back to me. My advocate said I needed a new referral for capacity assessment over a year ago and my team havent even done it yet. So SREW them!!!
If you are mentally too unwell to travel I totally understand.
I had a trip to Barcelona a couple of years ago with my mom planned. But I was experiencing symptoms and not feeling well. So we didn’t go. No refund. 1000€ down the drain. But there are worse things in life.
But if you can’t get a refund I would wait until the last minute to decide whether you go. Things can look better in a couple of weeks.
And you can travel with just 1 card. It’s not an issue. If they would steal your wallet in the other case - most likely - all your cards would be in it either way.
Travel can be stressful. Just make sure you can handle it, so you don’t get into trouble.
@anon17326926 I think I’m just projecting my my level of unhappiness with no control over my life. And just want to kick off with it all. I have been thinking a lot about microchips and obsessing about them in my armpit again, I need to keep this secret from my team though.
Sri lanķa is a long trăvel, it is normal to feel stress out. Decide if you wanna go or not. Are lots of money. See if you have refund.
I am sure it could be a really nice trip if you manage not to stress out. Travelling stressed out might not be so beneficial, but if you manage to relax could be an unforgetable time. Yes you can manage it with one card
Yeah I would be stressed to travel to Sri Lanka on my own if I were suffering delusions. I have traveled in india while delusional and it was really difficult. It is very far away.
Where did you to India. Supposingly India is a spiritual awakening. I did travel to India into mystical search. I am thinking this is where I got mania from.
I took the train from Varanasi to Kolkata through the tea plantations. Lots of people, beautiful scenery. Some depressing stuff but mostly interesting and the tea grows on terraces that are really visually stunning.
I went from New Delhi to Varanasi and Bodhgaya. The train was depressing, very dirty, but the busses were much better. I got in varanasi suribg kolor fest, where everyone fought with color powder. It was intresting