who is like me? 202020
From my experience most adults think this about their lives, even the ones who seem on the outside to be very social and active.
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I’m bumming right at the moment . . .
Over here I just keep praying that life will change…I have no life either except for taking care of my girlfriend and my dogs…it all would change if Angie could get a job but she’s still looking for work.
Does she have sz?
no, she is a “normie”…but she’s a felon and it makes it really hard to get a job.
I committed a felony and was arrested for it at age 16.
First thing I asked the cop was “is my life over?” he said “no”… and the charges were eventually dropped.
That’s actually the day I dedicated my life to God < which I’m still not sure what that actually means in practical terms, but I’m trying to be a better and kinder person day by day.[quote=“jukebox, post:6, topic:55274”]
ut she’s a felon
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me cris. i even dont have friends anymore. i just see one ill friend once in a month who is with me cause she is rejected by everyone also and i see my mom everyday but all this sucks… i go out really rarely. all i have are my cigarettes, internet and the tv
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I miss working which gave me something of a life but I don’t miss the expectations people had of me that I couldn’t live up to. Now I often spend many days achieving little of note other than to survive and milestones don’t occur for me like they do for normies. But at least I have a roof over my head, enough food to eat at the current time, and enough money to pay the bills right now and a drug combination that gives some relief from the hallucinations and allows me to sleep at night. No I don’t have a normal life and it seems most of the things I have to look forward to are the accomplishments of other family members, and my eventual death. But it could be much worse than it is for me.
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I don’t have much of a life either. I am also grateful that I have a roof and food and that my psychosis isn’t overwhelming me right now but it would be nice to have more. I’m going to go to college (after decades being out of school) pretty soon and , hopefully, that will give me something not too stressful to do with my time. I am glad there are boards like this one where we can talk at least
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i;m focusing on art at the moment and building a portfolio so that i could sell some works later. but i dont have a social life.
That’s great that you have your art:) We all need something to focus on.
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I was planning on spending the evening with my honey, but she offered she was too depressed for company. Eventually, I saw it as an opportunity to throw out some of the things in my apartment, and that went well.
I didn’t realize I had journals from 45 years ago. I was surprised to see what nice penmanship I had if you go back to my twenties. I know that stuff is worthless, but in the end I packed much of it back to the closet from whence it came.
Jayster
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What did cris2433 want to do when you where little cris2433? See if this helps
I am a simple existent. I would maybe like to get a life, but I’m too scared and too hidebound to even make the first steps toward getting one.
I’m there with ya. I have no friends or social life. Besides on here and old people, because I live with my folks.
But I got a job that I’m supposed to start some time next week. I’m hoping that will give me a little bit more of a life.
But as of right now I got nothing going on and it’s killer. Its not good for my mind. I need some sort of stimulation ya know?
If any of y’all need a friend you can always PM me and we can be friends. 
I may sound out there because of my posts… But I’m really not. I just have my moments where I need to vent and write out whats happening ATM and post it on here for advice.
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No friends, no job, not in school, live with parents, basically not a formula for success.
But hey, dont you feel like youre being a bit hard on yourself? Dont compare yourself to other people then youll always come up short.
Came across this thread as I am depressed today. I have no freinds or social life, 44 years old and single
Had no life for years, it gets to be the norm, I do work but never go anywhere other than work. not been on a date in 25 years or more,
For me just get to a point hwere i figure why bother