Tonight I’m talking to my mom, I don’t want to live in a half way hostel. Mom replied without a thought, not while I’m alive. This is reassuring.
Mom says you need to protect yourself. She stressed that for a lot of time. Mom is happy whenever I told her about the little things going on in the workplace. Mom says keep on doing it. She wants me to try connecting / talking to people and gets better in doing it. Mom said she fears my way ahead would be getting hard if i keep sitting in my room all day. It must be really odd to see an active young person suddenly withdrawn into the little bedroom everyday seeing no one for more than 2 years.
We are communicating much better.