I have the thought about some of the wildest things in my journey though homelessness. I had a wife for five years,and everything was going well then, i had a night where I thought i was fighting demons and Satan as a preacher and she overheard what I was saying and i suppose it was just too much for her.
I wanted to make things right in a way but in a way i didn't so its been about 7 years since i have been here and two of them were homeless years.
I love this forum, and i thank whoever it is who is responsible for bring us together. I need the help of other schizophrenics
So anyways I followed God all across the country going from mission to mission trying to please God all the while hearing his voice in my head, I don't like to think that it was God because that is backwards thinking to me
Also i have this conspiracy theory that the rich are grouping up with the poor with microwave or multi layered brain wave sensors that boost the signals of the brain like cell phones are boosted so that they can read and light is shown to cause reaction by brain cell ls so it could be that they enact upon mey brain certain responses by controlling the firing of the thought that i have at the moment they can do this in mris so why not with lasers and signal boosting
although i don’t know that for sure and i don’t care if i did what could i do about it
my illness even went deeper than that I began to get into the sane worlds realm of physics whitch makes me have unclear thoughts too
I believe what these physicist say about reality being waves of superposition waiting for us to think them into reality
this site shows a pinch of it
Quantum Experiment Verifies Nonlocal Wavefunction Collapse for a Single Particle
what that means for people that dont get into physics is that the universe is set up like a big machine that will give you what ever you want of what is possible
The bizarre nature of reality as laid out by quantum theory has survived another test, with scientists performing a famous experiment and proving that reality does not exist until it is measured.
and i have this thought expirament that i thought up where if you have two brains conncted through bci and they fall asleep in the same dream and they see a light post then the bci grows the brain cells in their waking mind so that they see the light post when they are awake that would be a form a creation thought into reality and if the global satelite system was used to put it in everyones brain on earth then it would be real