Of thinking I’m dead, because I cant relate to anyone or have a normal conversation. It’s all one sided, when it gets later at night I need to be reminded I’m not dead it’s like a vibe around me and I cant think straight. I feel so isolated, and unheard 
I hear you, you’re safe on this forum my friend. Spill the emotions out.
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People know something is wrong with me and they are usually overly nice, or if I don’t make sense they pretend they didn’t hear it. I cant understand why I don’t have control over my thinking.
Have you talked to your pdoc about it?
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No I only met my pdoc once. I don’t tell my therapist either
What’s going inside your mind when you don’t try to think anything?
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I cant stop thinking, why?
I just thought about it, if I try to get really focused, I lose my concentration
Just thought about it cause I can just lay calm without thoughts. Try to find that peace within your mind
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its like I’m literally going through all sections of my brain and I cant find it…
I’m like that when I was manic
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STUFF IS FREAKING ME OUT. Im getting off this site, brushing my teeth and taking my meds
Look into some calming teas. I just drank lot of ginger tea for headache
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Ginger helps with cognition, memory, nausea, headaches and anxiety. I leave my teabag soaking for strong tea or put two
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As I realize some characteristic of my schizophrenia, and express it in writing, generally it improves and I go on to a new stage of life. Sometimes I get a lot of love too. I guess I am lucky.
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